few days ago my dog ran away. I had let him into the backyard to do his business, and a few minutes later when he didn't come back I thought it was eerily quiet. I stepped outside and called for him, and couldn't even hear his tags jingling. Dark was just falling.
Right then M. called and I told him what was happening, and he immediately jumped in the car and drove home from Berkeley. He's had pets go missing before. As soon as he got home he sprung into action: running through the woods in the dark, searching our road by bicycle, and finally driving up into the hills towards Mount Tamalpais. It was amazing to watch him apply himself fully to the task, but each time he returned home to regroup he came back empty-handed.
Finally we got the call. My dog had probably chased something out of the yard, wiggling under the gate. When he got his bearings he probably found himself not quite sure where home was, yet still on the familiar terrain of his usual walk loop. He walked himself down into town, where he was picked up on the main road by a truly angelic couple who called the number on his tag.
Barring any other factors, the fact is that I've experienced too many miracles in my relatively short life not to believe in God. And even when my dog was missing and there were no encouraging signs, deep inside I felt the calm of faith, like the deep still water underneath the churning surface. Sometimes I get a feeling that one day something terrible might happen and my faith will be truly tested. But in the meantime I'll just keep on feeling grateful.

My beloved cat goes missing all the time, so I know the terror of which you speak. They do wind their furry little selves into our hearts so quickly, don't they? But each time, just when my hope is fading, he wanders back through the door and pushes his face against my leg, as if to say 'what were you worried about?'
Posted by: Nicola | February 10, 2007 3:31 PM
thanks for that. i've been struggling with some sadhana and faith related issues lately and i really needed to read that.
blessings to you!
oh! and i'm sitting here with my little dog curled up next to me and we're happy that your dog returned home safe and sound.
Posted by: shobhana | February 10, 2007 4:50 PM
Hi, Satya. It's been a long time since I've seen you! I'm happy to be reading your writings again.
Our cat has been missing for a week now and we're pretty worried. But maybe posting here among the happy stories of pets will help bring him back.
Posted by: randomlife | April 7, 2007 3:44 PM